Hi all, As I have come to age myself and I am owning the fact that there is a God who is watching over me all the time, has allowed me to grow in so many ways. The God of Wonders program the otherday spoke about how God stretches out the universe and it gets larger and gains yet more energy. My personal thought is that has happened to me in many facets of my life… I am sure in your too.
I was 100% physically able until age 50, at that point along came cancer and it was like aneclear bomb set to explode. But, it does not have to be. God can calm the seas of our minds, bodies and Spirit if we bring everything to him. We will gather a sense of knowledge about the situation. I guess we could call it an exceptance that it has happened and we need to focus on Victory through God. Cancer wages the war but God fights it for us. Thats my opinion.
But, I can also say that at times I can sit here in silence thinking about what life was and what it is today. I somethimes think I wish I could go back in time to be normal. The bottom line is no, I would not go back because with the physical limitations that I do have have given me a whole new perspective on me,life and what true success is. To be perfectly honest if danny 2014 went back to danny 2012 we would not get along. lol
I have heard people say things to me like,
People who cling to their faith are weak they need someting or somebody to tell them what to do.
Well my answer is pretty simple on that. No one is controlling me, God gave me free will so If I choose to seek God’s guidance and rely on his Angels and Saints to chart my course so that I do not toil over every little thing in my life knowing he’s got me no matter what, Then ,I ask you, whats so wrong with that ? I kinda think thats smart. I consider myself blessed to have my God, Blessed Mother, angels and Saints as my brother b would saying pulling for us! lol Like my mom used to say, Knowing what you stand for, limits what you fall for.
We are all masters of our very own ships thanks to free Will, I choose guidance from God and Heaven to make safe passage to the next shore, I do not want to end up on the rocks.
Well, yesterday my wife , my son, and myself headed off for a few hours to the NH seacost and the beach. My son got one of the huge wheeled rolling chairs from the medical station and you can easily be pushed right through the sand.It was pretty comfortable too. I sat in it for around 3 hours, sunscreen, huge umbrella, snacks that my wife packed and water too. 🙂 life was sweet !
It was beautiful weather. I sat remembering all of the many trips we took when our children were small here to this beach plus my personal memories of vacations here as a child year after year with my parents siblings, grandparents aunts,uncles and cousins. it brings back beautiful memories and a little bit of longing for those that are not here with me physically anymore.I personally believe that when are hearts feel that tenderness that they are Spiritually connected to us and are watching over us and praying for us as well. Love does not die, Jesus took care of that.
Well, from there my mind wandered and this thought came to me, agh , I can’t beleive this is my life. Negavity was making a go at me and you know where that is from.
The pitty party went on silently in my mind for a few minutes, and I raised my eyes to the sky took a deap breathe and said thank you God, for my life my beautiful wife and my children for all of my blessings and it was now time to get the wheel back before we were late to the medical office.
My wife and son packed things up and away we rolled off the sand and up on the concrete boulevard. I got onto my feet with my the assistance of my cane. My wife went to get the car and said stay here it is too far for you to walk. I was willing to try she said I will be right back. I like when she puts me in place like I am a kid. I makes me laugh . She calls me a brat.! lol
So anyways,I was standing on the corner of the side walk with my son and all the junk that I needed.:) I would say that we were there maybe for about 5 minutes and suddenly this women from Denmark approached me and said hello we are a orginization that originated in Demark we pray to the Saints and Jesus heals through our ministry work. She said our chapter is out of Canada.
I responded I know Jesus , He is my Lord and Savior. and smiled.
She then asked me what was my ailment was? Eyeryone assumes a stroke, I just said brain cancer, well she asked permission to pray I said that would be great, so she began to pray with me. There were other 2 men from the ministry that were there too.They began laying hands on my back , shoulders and head. There were a lot of regular beach goers people everywhere just looking and I was praising Jesus. They were wonderful, and brave. It is not easy walking up to someone you do not know to offer to pray with and for them. That takes courage. You never know what may be facing you.
So again, Yes, I had blue moments in the silence of my mind and heart while sitting on the beach and less than 1/2 later while waiting on the corner God showed up and offered me healing through those awesome people. My wife came around the corner and saw the crowd and said now what did you do ? Another Miracle , we were all laughing it turned my day around. 🙂
God Bless You!
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