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Coming off of the writing on the Spooky emails. I have had 2 days of prayer and reflection on the whole situation once again. When I felt that I needed to write about this experience on my life journey,I envisioned having to pour out every fact to that event. It went on for a while and it would have been a pain in the neck.
As I began the writing through prayer, I had to descern where to go and how far with it’s detail. I honesty had no interest in writing on it but realized again in was not my choice and God wanted it. I felt peace as I wrote.
God as usual was good and just as I hunkered down and committed myself to get it done during the 3 rd part of the spooky writing I knew right away that the graphic description of this long event was not what this writing was all about. God wanted to show people through my life experience what can happen when we are angy , broken and in despair. That satan will raise havock with us. I will tell you emotion can be a very bad thing we make bad descisions when our emotions are running a muck and satan gets a grip on you. He lies to us and we act out in anger. It is heck on earth.
And, it did unfortunately happen to me and my family had to deal with those repercussions back in the 90’s.
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1.an unintended consequence occurring some time after an event or action, especially an unwelcome one.“the move would have grave repercussions for the entire region”
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2.archaicthe recoil of something after impact.
Also another fact , This situation was necessary for me to be here in this moment. It is part of who I and my family are today. We know evil exists which cautified our relationship with God in a very Special way. Amen.
I came across this song and it fits my situation at that time of my young life. I was steeming ahead hurt and angry after my sons loss and was not listening to God. I just wanted answers WHY! those answers sometimes take years to get.
One of my loved one’s said People might think this is crazy. my response was this. Did it happen? they said yes. So, I said the truth needs to be said because Gods got me here in this second.He wants it done so, I will do it. If people do not understand or believe then, thats okay. It does not make my /our life story any less true.
This could have been my song to God back then, lightening struck me and I did not know what to do.
The moment when my 2nd son Brad went to God, was the most bitter life experience that both my wife and I had ever had.
God Bless You,
Danny
Elton John Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word