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This morning I got up bright eyed and bushy tailed as my mom used to say and decided to do some investigation on fatigue in cancer patients such as myself.
My doctor told me it would take a long time for my energy to rebound after my treatment. The physical therapists told me to go at life but do not over due because their is a lot of the brain that is working overtime to get the whole body functioning once again. It is creating new pathways from new brain cells back to my left side.
So, I stopped doing the obsurd things of pushing my body to the brink and throttled back. I was pushing my body , mind and Spirit to the max to heal so that I could get back out into the world to help pay for life/family expenses, to contribute to those that I used to help and for those that need help. For those that I have yet to meet. I again was living on Danny’s time frame which was stupid.
My stubborness and pushing caused me to do some very unsafe things, plus it set me up for failure because I ended up with sciatic nerve pain, and tendonitis of my good arm.
Both these conditions have finally healed Praise God.
It is a real reminder of who I am at the core. I want it all. But, you know God wants the best for us and HE will do his work in me and in you when it is time by his measure only. Where I am today is exactly where he wants me. God wants me to just look to Heaven and wait on him. During this wait time he does not expect me to be just sitting and watching HBO either. We need to reach out to help one another to what ever capacity that we can. God knows my ability far better than I do, he knows what every cell in my body is doing right now. He wants us to subordinate all to him.
Part of my belly acheing is the fact that the energy runs high and low. I have had to learn to pace myself. If I go out for dinner for 4-5 hours and there is walking and stairs involved then, I could spend the next two days on the chair tired and napping.
I have now read so much on the issue that I understand that it is part of the cancer story.
What cancer does and what the Chemo and radiation does to the body requires a long time for the body to rebound and recover from in a real way.
So, life is good. And, if you are wondering why you are tired after cancer treatment or any illness for that matter. look into it with your Dr. and search out others in your boat. It is a comfort to see others pulling through the same life situation.
God’s got us in every moment. Amen.
I just found this video, God brought me directly to it.
This was not planned by me but look how it goes with what I just wrote.
That’s God per usual. Always perfect in his timing.
Dr. Charles Stanley, Waiting On God’s Timing (1)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8vWRZq477Ts
How Great Our God Is !! 🙂
While I’m Waiting – John Waller
God Bless You.,
Danny
