I  have always said that this blog would be honest. I have described my life very thoroughly as I have lived it daily. The highs the lows and the hum drum.

On Wednesday 3-25-15 I woke up early and got ready and moved my car out of my wife’s way so she could get to work. I then had breakfast and went to physical therapy by 8:00 am .

The day was a series of household little projects that I can do physically and I went to the chapel to sit quietly and pray. It was great to be out and about.

The day was beautiful and I was exhausted I said good night to the bride at 11:00 pm and went up to bed. I fell asleep immediately as I was doing my night prayer and I woke as usual at 4:OO am I glanced at my wife’s clock and decided to get up. I went to position my self to get up and I was already at the edge of the bed so off I went, the whole body off the bed and onto the floor. There was a huge bang and my wife jumped up an yelled omg are you all right? Did you bang your head? Is anything broken? I just said no , I am fine. I just have to figure out a strategy of how to get myself up off of the floor. She offered to help or get the kids and I said no, I need to figure this out on my own in case it ever happens when I am alone. So, she watched as I manipulated my body with its weak left side by dragging it and finally I got  my chest on the edge of the mattress. I was then able to transfer my weight to the bed and lifted my body with my right leg and arm. I managed to joke and laugh throughout the ordeal but it was a harsh reality of my daily journey. I felt bad for my wife to yet have to deal with another fright, another sad moment. I said to a friend this morning yes God has blessed me with a upbeat disposition but life is not easy. It kinda stinks sometimes.

I was thankful for a couple of things. I was thankful that although I fell off the bed and hit the floor so hard that I was not hurt.

Interestingly enough. I fell on top off my dogs bed that is beside my bed. My black lab died suddenly the third week of DEC 2014 and I missed her sleeping on the floor beside me. She was such a good friend and protector of me. When she died I had the thick cushioned bed washed and put back beside my bed. I would look at it and think of her. It gave me comfort. Well early this morning I landed on that dog bed and the 3 or 4 inches of cushioning saved my left shoulder, hip and head from having a hard hit as I made contact with the hard surface.

It was yet again another moment in my life that I am grateful for Divine protection from above. I believe that the need to keep her bed beside mine was an inspiration from above so thank you God for that.

Hill song Trust in You.

In life we have to get up ,shake it off and  set the course to move forward with gratitude for all that we have. Amen.

God Bless You,

Danny.