well, its been about a week since my last blog. Life continues to be a mix of different life changes going on here at the homestead. All good fortunately at this moment.

My daughters coming wedding is stirring up different dad emotions. I am so happy for she and Chris. Janet and I as well as the other kids here are adjusting our emotions and mindsets daily. It is a beautiful moment in time where my family of 6 will grow by 4 with the marriage and Chris’s family.

By J. Steven Lang The love of husband and wife is, at its best, a hint of the deeper love between a human being and God.

I have continued to pray for and talk to others who are dealing with their own daily struggles with various illnesses. I have been throwing myself out of the house as much as I am physically capable of and when I am home, I will myself off the chair to wash the floor, do laundry etc to help out the family. They are all working and running around and I hate see my wife working constantly.

Life is so good despite our struggles.

I still stuggle with walking a bit since the track incidence so i am facing it head first still and confronting my fear of falling. its been harder on me than my cancer diagnosis has been.

its a combination of my human fear and a spiritual attack upon me.

 And, it will not prevail over me. ! I am in a battle that Jesus has already won. You are too. 🙂

I was in my car going to my dads this week and the music was touching me so much. I felt so good, I felt young and the memories of my childhoods raced back to greet me. How bitter sweet taking into the account of the ones that are no longer here with me physically.

Plus driving makes me feel normal. I am no longer restricted.

In regards to this next  songs  they came to me while I was sitting here writing and I believe these songs about love and life can also very easily relate to our lives and our journeys. On the days when we just don’t feel like getting up to greet the day.

Music is healing. It is inpired mostly by the Spirit of God. Some of it  is not and I stay away from the dark music.

i have no white flags for cancer or anything else.. Neither should you .

and lastly we need to guard our words to one another. Words can kill anothers Spirit and they also kills ours too.

Love yourself and you will love everyone else too. it begins within us all . Amen.

Bring joy, spread love, sow seeds of joy and faith. Everyone is worthy of this love.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EtkTINuD0JA

God Bless You,

Danny