I have recently realized that I have developed a little voice in the back of head that say’s I don’t feel like it.

i do not know where it is coming from but I know it is not a healthy phrase. It is a thought that requires action. So, what do you do with that statement?

I am learning to say to myself that it is not victory speaking, its laziness. You see,

when I was at my sickest , I couldn’t . That was understandable. As I began to rally my body to fight I was trying with an attitude of this cancer does not define me.

As, I made it to the top of the mountain and started to see flatter ground ahead it seams my almost 4 years of the the battle had me on my kness and a little phytigued.

What instigated this writing today is this. My brother,    I will just call him Saint Steven in this writing 🙂 called me last evening and said hey Dan , I was wanting to see if you would join my men’s prayer group ? it meets twice a month at the church. I said thank you, and that I would let him know. Well, off to bed I went  after my evening prayer and meditation I fell right to sleep. I always thank God even for the comfort of my bed and the warmth in my house. They are his gifts to me and my family anyway.

So, anyway as I was waking up this morning I had the thought coming from my back of my mind  I don’t feel like it…. I laid in bed thinking this thought and it was surrounding 2 different things…

Number 1.   The Livestrong program. Too tired…. Poor baby 😦

number 2.     The men’s group .  Too tired….. Awe da poor baby 😦

i the martyr, got ready and went to the Livestrong program that God graciously gave me to restore my person to a better wholeness. And, I am most definitely going to the men’s group to share, pray and support my brother and the other men . And, guess what it’s when we share our gifts, talents and selves that we then are healed, blessed and connected.

So, that phrase  I don’t feel like it ,    is a negative and dangerous little phrase to live by. It’s a lie from the pit of hell.

i am not saying that sometimes I could be too tired but today was not that day. Livestrong lived up to its name today and the love and support I received was a beautiful gift to me and everyone getting served by these beautiful people.

What a shame it would have been if I had given in and stayed home when God had so much better in store for me.

The bottom line my friends is this. We are brothers of a king. We are born to greatness. God wills it for us everyday. It’s our gift that we can choose take. Not because we deserve it but because God is so magnificent to us. Amen

God bless you all with brotherly love,

Danny

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