Today is Saturday, the end of a very long week. My week started off with Dana Farber which went very well, thank  God. I ended the week on  a bit of a low note when my coverage for physical therapy ended once again. This time it is final for this diagnosis after having exhausting the appeal extension. I know that God got a plan to get me from point A to point B.

I am sitting in my chair today tired and I recently found a few DVDS that my son gave me over the last 3 years. I at the time was really into watching movies. But, I loved the fact that he was trying to bring some type of normalcy into our messed up family life. I love my wife and kids for putting a safety net around me by pushing back the tears and rolling out normalcy to the best of their ability. My siblings and my parents provided me the same type of environment. I think that I am beginning to truly see and understand through much prayer and reflection how effected and life changing this experience has been for everyone. In the moment that I was fighting the cancer I really thought about little else . I drifted daily through my life not worried about stuff.  I certainly did not understand the full effect that my diagnosis made on everyone . I was at peace because God gave me that peace. A peace that I sit here with today.

Their fear as I have come to understand  is they are afraid of the reoccurance that is almost always connected to the Glio brain cancer that I had. ( but I did not own). I never excepted it as mine. God told me as I have said before.,

AND, I am here in this moment by his election. Guess what? So are you all.

I am not sweating the small or the large stuff for that matter. It’s just life.

The following song say’ s it all.

God bless you all,

Danny

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=VAhymOYqcsE