I will be writing more in the next day or so. My days have been filled with many emotions these days. I will only write when the Spirit of God  calls me to. I have been helping many cancer patients in the last weeks. We meet in many different ways but it is my belief that it is preordained by God that our journeys and personal psalm # 139 should meet to help oneanother along this road.

I had a lot on my mind last night that I just  could not pray away. I needed to bring each person and their families situation to God. I also have a loved one under terrible stress and I feel inadequate  and don’t seem to have the right words. I can’t fix it.  It’s life stuff that we all deal with but I am in the process of finding my way out of this situation and i am waiting on Gods wisdom not my own to settle it. We are called to be bigger than ourselves. So, I am electing to consider this growing pains.Since my cancer diagnosis  I have asked God, what am I here for, I was so unfulfilled. So, what I think has happened is this, God has answered I am here in this moment to give back, to reach out and to demonstrate love and hope to others who are having diffuculities and challenges. Right now it seems many are cancer patients.

I told God when I was diagnosed with terminal cancer that I wanted to live and if I did not fully  heal that I would be the best handicapped version of myself .

so, God has answered my prayer he is my only hope. Everyday is my next personal best. I am grateful for it, I often struggle through it but that’s okay . I am helping others  God brings them to me and I tell them the truth that Gods got this. Amen. I love them and I know they see Jesus in me .

 

This song came on around 2:30 am this morning I was done with prayer  and put my kindle on and I had it on shuffle so I never know what will come on. This song came on and  I thought wow this song is perfect for what I am thinking. I am just me, I cannot fix anything personally but with reliance on Gods will and support. We can achieve anything.

God Bless You,

Danny

 

Here is the song that I heard and I love it.  It is a reminder that we may be born in one place and move during our lives but our souls and Spirit are longing for our true home with our eternal Father. So we feel lonely at times as we live and fulfill our Earthly journeys . We are all on a journey that is given to us a gift in order to strengthen our faith . Amen.