Good day everyone I have been home for two days since yesterday brain surgery on Friday. I feel great my wife family and friends have been incredible as they always are. Gods got an army of angels around each one of us always thank God for them and tell them how much you love and appreciate them Amen. So, Thankyou Angels and God for your, love ,support and prayers. 👍😀❤️✝🙏🌺🌷

 

i met met this beautiful man and his family through my children’s school and my church 20 plus years ago and it was meant to be my friend Paul as are all of you chosen to be in my life and I in yours too. I believe the biblical psalm is literal psalm #139.

 

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;Our lives are predestined by God in my belief events  come at us like cancer but what we do have have control  over  our free will choice of how we deal with the situation. I know in my heart that no Big Bang created us. We are divinely made by a creator who loves us all more that anything else. God is love and a Big Bang does not create love.

So, back on point.

I love people and the hardest part of my journey over the last 4 or so years is that I have talked to prayed with other cancer patients and brought the Holy Eucharistt  o tmany of my friends and then  and I watched as they all were called home to God. I have been trying to help people to see God, to  trust in God and not to feel fearw hen they are feeling weak. God does not need me to be watching HBO all day. I need to serve God and other living human beings especially  when they are in fear and need an uplifting voice giving hope . I need to show up and be present in their lives. If not I would be a selfish person. And God would be disappointed with me. God knows our hearts and what is truly going on with our personaliteis and our own hidden desires.

Gods counting on me as I have countied on him. He did not leave me and I will not ignore and leave a friend in need.that will not ever happen.

 

Well, for the last 4 years I have been trying to build some type of new future for myself that will allow a new path forward for myself, people and my family bering self employed for over 30 years and not really being able to work physicallyanymore requires  me to undergo an extreme Danny makeover.i just lost 20 pounds in an effort to get myself more healthy and along came Glio again.

 

So, I was called about 4-5 years ago to write for the church by God, that I did. Next, was a series of writings called love letters from God that were inspired by the Holy Spirit. Always under justdanny. Because we are all just whoever we are we are just us to ourselves but not to God our our loved ones and friends.said to ourselves but so much more to God and our families and friends that’s Gods love connection.

 

 

anyone who know me knows I have been on a quest to find what my purpose was to become. I don’t have a big background of group connections business or otherwise. I am a guy from a small town who married my small town Girlfriend Janet we graduated from college I met my wife while working at Stop and Shop in Arlington and it was like a paralyzingly lightening strike. She is beautiful inside and out . God had our paths cross and fuse in that moment. We both went on and dated for 4 years then we were wed in June of 1986. During those 30 years my wife has worked night when needed so that I could work in my family business always so that our children had us there. I honesty could not.afford childcare either. There is nothing wrong with childcare as long as your salary supports the need.

 

I said aid to my wife 4 years ago when  I I felt so close to death you know Janet we are now fulfilling almost all of our wedding vows. Richer, poorer, good times bad times, sickness and health. It was a beautiful and soberingrelazation We even lost our second child Brad Michael at 2 weeks from heart des ease but our faith and Gods perfection in our predestined meeting and marriage we have never grown apart we have just been fused in the fire even more in life and love. I i would never change one moment that God has given Janet and my children. That gives me such peace especially were I have been faced 2 times in 4 years with a terminal diagnosis. It good to be grateful, peaceful and I have no regrets to sleep with at night. Amen.

well, Praise GodJanet and I with Gods grace celebrate our 30th anniversary this coming June. # the luckiest guy alive!!!👍😀❤️⭕️❌🙏✝

 

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So, finally yesterday,

 

i got got a phone call from my friend Deacon Paul who helps out prep for my surgery on Thursday night after praying over Janet and I. I had asked Paul over the last few years Paul do you have anything I can do for your company? I knew it was not easy for him his business is light years from where I come from. Office work etc but my heart was searching away to help people. In Time and prayer all questions get answered by God always better that we could ever dream. God wants the best for each one of us. answers it always does.

 

Yesterday, I was sitting here in my docking station( recliner ) lol and my pal brother in Christ Paul called from NY after Paul was with me Thursday, Friday and the weekend and having seen me come through such a heavy duty surgery and speak to the top surgeon who said in his 3000 surgeries and cases he had never seen a case like mine. I was out of intensive care in a flash, I have no pain or painkillers.He was astonished at how I present.

 

Paul said Dan I am in the office with my staff I could tell I was probably on speaker and he said Dan I am working on plans I am not quite sure yet, I am thinking. You are such a Miracle and are always so positive and help everyone you need to be out in a crowd on a stage bringing hope to those who are suffering. You see God was making a way. He knew that I have been searching my path the one in my heart since I was a child washing EstherSullivans floor. God brought the one person into my life 20plus years ago and he is now facitating what God wants me to do .God is perfect Well, my heart was so overjoyed that I began to weep. I have what’s called survivors guilt I guess. I was trying to help the gravely ill one on one without the proper counseling and I bond and love easy with my sick friends. So, I need to learn to accept the losses and not own them. I just loved them and I miss them. Some of them were just short and precious conversations. I cried like a baby as he spoke because my heart was so overjoyed I told him that I missed the people who I have lost and just want to be helpful to the sick and frightened.I do nothing personally, God is working through me because my heart aches to serve.

 

This is song just came to mind. For all of my friends that I have lost,..p

 

iknow it’s a love song but I loved them whether I spoke to them 1 or knew them 52 years. Love is love, love is from good love is eternal.

 

 

 

 

 

without further a due

My dear brother in Christ

Deacon Paul

 

 

 

 

 

This was my moms favorite songs… God makes the way