Well, it is Monday May 9th we had a wonderful weekend and I had a busy morning with the visiting nurse and Physical therapist all reports and progress has been very good Thank God. My attitude however is a little off. I could not get to church this weekend and I miss the mass and my friends a whole lot.
There has ben a general concern with my family that I may get a germ or cold before my appointment next Monday. I honestly am not worried about that personally but appreciate my families concerns. After being limited for 4 years from round one of Glio I cannot stand limitations on my life anymore I feel like a 5 year old and I get cranky.
This song came to mind as I went about my morning.
My my mother liked this song sung by Shirley Bassey.it is a love the words. It’s a love song but I see ibut it totall resonates with my life right now. now. I think part of my mood is that I feel like I am embarking on my second journey with cancer and the 1st time there is a sense of not knowing what to expect wheras this time I know the ins and outs of treatment and the daunting routine in and out of Boston we thenhave to deal with the Meds, side effects, constipation.etc. My friend Deacon Paul called this morning Paul called me and we spoke he shared the daily reading with me and we prayed the our Father. with me and He said Dan your allowed your and life has really put you through the wringer. feelings feeling you have been through the wringer of life. I have been and I guess finally I am getting mad. So, the reading today was about not worrying about yesterday and life’s lack of perfection. Again, God in the moment through my friend ministering to me. This song was exactly what was called for. I did not cause the cancer, did not create it and I cannot cure it. But, God can.
Live your life accept your plight forget about yesterday and focus on tomorrow and the next better moment. Amen.
Whatever you are currently going through today except as a temporary situation and expect that something that you will come out of this situation in a better better than you went in. Kiss today goodbye. Point me towards tomorrow. On a happy note, My doctor cleared me to attend church so I will get a ride and go in the morning. ! 😀🙏👍✝place then you are currently.
God bless you and us all. Amen.
Danny