Today,

i will take on the topic of what cancer or any debilitating diseaease can effect the person in this case me the man.

 

j

This  is not my first rodeo with cancer 4 plus yearswhen Glio first came after me  ago which left me in a chair I was waiting for the chariot to swing low and get me also took my personal identity that I always identified with myself. A successful married man dad of 4 and 1 angel in Heaven, a son, brother and creative person making people’s lives and homes more beautiful by the gift of creativity that God gave me. I loved my life and felt so fulfilled and then along came cancer and hollowed out my self perception and understanding of who I am. I had to forgive myself for something that I really had no control over. As my mom would say, I did not causeit, I did not create it and I cannot cure it. That’s why God being the ultimate healer Is so important to me . He will do what I cannot. And, he will because he has said that he will always be eith us love us and protect us he is the Good Sheppard turn to him for anything. God is aware of our situations and just wants us to expect him to do what we cannot make the Miracles happen in our lives big and small they are all Miracles and gifts. Amen.

 

the following song is so beautiful. 4 plus years ago God met me where I was at on my diagnosis day and truly saved me I was given a peace that has never left me.

 

The night before my brain surgery two weeks ago this past Friday to remove the brain tumor there was a good possibility that I could end up losing my left side use completely.the doctor even questioned if we wanted to go forward. But the hope and peace that God  gave me there was only one possible response of course I am here and Gods got this. My wife was understandably very nervous life has been difficult enough with the mobility issues that I already have my wife is tiny and I am a big guy so she was not sure what would happen if I had any less mobility tha n I already have.

 

So, I laid in bed that night and she laid in the bed next to mine I said to God, please Give Janet the peace that you gave me. She deserves that .

She woke in the morning well rested and she could not believe how peaceful and un afraid of my surgery that she was. Now, that’s God for you. I had my surgery, and was slated to be in the ICU for 3 days I was released the next morning to the step down until and went home that Sunday to a family dinner again, because God ordained it. I have not even had a Tylenol either there is no pain. I am very grateful.

 

Bottom line is is this I am not looking forward to the second time around with this disgusting disease known as Glio. I do not own it, it is not from God.

 

monday is a big day I have Dana Farber to get info on the pathology of the tumor and to see what treatment options are available now. Again I am at peace with the situation knowing that God will be there also. He is my champion, my strong hold.

no matter what we are going through, I don’t care how dire we need to accept that we will get to the other end of the situation stronger, wiser and more strongly rooted in the hopefulness of our faith. This I truly believe.

 

So so please pray for me tomorrow as I begin the decision making phase of my treatment plan.

 

Thank you you and GOD Bless You all always .

 

Danny