We Good morning all Just Danny here. Sitting in my docking station per usual👍😀.

Another good night sleep and my Janetwas  buzzing  around me all nightlong  taking care of my needs. She is a doll. She is always propping my pillows making sure that my Christmas music is on low and does not shut off on me. You all know how much I love music any genre really. The word is getting out slowlyabout my health  but surely which increases the traffic to the house. But, we let people know the truths hat we need to minimize the length of visits and we watch not to have too much action here at one time. The hospice expletive know their stuff. They told us on the onset to leave time for family first that it was a necessity. With all 4 of my children and their different personalities that they need the time to get through this. I instinctively knew that because I too need them with me .My children Janet and my family are my very much a part of my physocolgical and emotional health.

This song that I love isfor  my beautiful Janet who woke me up early. Got me safely into the bath,  got my Meds and breakfast All the  while saying Danny look it’s snowing! She knew it was something I would like and that I did👍😀 . It made my morning ever better. I wake up every morning and we say the same thing after prayer… Janet says how do you feel? Do you still feel the same meaning pain symptoms etc. with her help I get out of bed and do my morning check list which I say Thankyou God no pain no headaches.all glory is his alone.

As I am writing this blog.. This song popped into my head and I searched it and found it . I have not heard it for years. The first note that my daughter heard she began to sing the song and knew the Artist. I was so happy I thought to myself are work raising our children with their faithhas really taken root. In this life the kids and everyone needs Ana Spiritual anchor and there is one God so why would you want to live in a world where your faith which is so important that you ignore it and are left with despair and hopelessness.

The silver lining of being given 5 years beyond my original diagnosis is that I have had time to take care of business that was important to myself and my family should the Time come.Not many get that we we did.

i have heard countless stories of people who go out to do an errand and never return. My mom ever n found  her mom who had died suddenly one day at her home and the sudden shock of her loss if of her effected her and our family for so long. My mom always said kids you love big, you lose big. She was always with her mom as were we as a family.Nana Ilene was a doll.

What I too truly new when my mom passed three years agonext Aug August  from cancer is that love is as she said selfish we never want to let go. Wewe all prayed as as a United family we were  in constant contact with her said every word that could ever have been said. Said we love you and Thankyou to her a million times and guess what there is always that desire for yet another kiss, another hug or another I love you.

We have been busy here amongst other things, we met with a Social worker through hospice to help us devise a plan for me to transfer from my home to a hospice facility when it is deemed necessary or when and if I am incapacitated and unable to even care about myself. My family wanted me here but I insisted that I wanted to be somewhere where I would receive full personal care of a professional staff and where my family would be supported as well. The family is my primary concern. That’s all thatieveryone I  really what I care about. I told my Janet as long as you all are happy then that’s all that all that matters.

We were fortunate our dear friend Deacon Paul from New York flew in last week to help us to get things together and to make sure that we could get some of the possible hiccups out of the way. So, again we were Blessed. You  will not hears  complaint about anything.

This is is the song that I mentioned above it is the silent acclimation in my heart

Jesus is carrying this entire family for ever.i know Jesus and my Heavely Father has me no matter what. I am without fear and worry not about tomorrow God has that too.

Keep smiling Thankyou for your continued prayers. You remain in our as well.

Love, justdanny and family.