Good day everyone,ii

II realize there are 3 different song links each with relevance to this blog entry.

I have heard so many times from family and friends it’s too bad that the timing of this assault on you us during one of your favorite times of year Christmas. I do love Christmas a whole lot ! My response has been in my mind and has just decided after prayer my response  to eemerge. If I do in fact decline quickly and go to God what more beautiful time to go during the time that Jesus Christs Birthday remembrance is ushers in. Christmas lights to be are not a contest they represent the hope and joy in Christs coming. Like the Star in Bethlehem so long ago that brought the Shepards to Jesus as well as the Magi.  in the light the hope and the salvation. My good friend Paul Sullivan Jr. Went to God last Dec20th surrounded by his lights his tree and his family friends in his hospice room. He was full of faith , hope and love.

I have been told personally over the last over 5 years that I am a Miracle and these things just don’t happen.my time was limited . I do not scoff at my Doctors or what statistics say about my on going ill s . I.Part of my still being hereI still  is my continuing to push forward every inch that I can to regain of my old self. and because of the Holy Spirit to which I believe and through anything is possiblethrough .  Including getting my license reinstated to which I drove perfectly for over 2 years and cancer came again and that was taken   awayagain  too. That was probably one of the hardest things for me to deal with. Now my major problem is stairs even if I could get down to my garage to my car I could not drive any way.

 

Well,

around2:00am this morning Janet helped me safely to the bath so that I did not slip anda fall  Fall and injury can occur . I went back and got into my hospital bed and Janet went back onto the sofa. She refuses to leave my side she often squeezes in behind Me get in so we can just hug and speak quietly for a while . When I first relented to the reality to having the bed that I do need I asked do they come bigger? I wanted a King sized. Lol I told you I am a spoiled brat lol.I seem to go to bed earlier and earlier daily and fall to sleep immediately.

back on point. 4 four almost 5 years as I watched my friends fall from anything from Glio, pancreatic, lung, cancer of the eutiris, breast , cancer leukemia etc I realized more and more that God had me here but my life is truly in a very precarious place where my physical capabilities may be lost, my faculties included. So, in the silence of my mind some days when’s was out  out with my family or even in a crowd in my mind I would think I wonder if I will make my next birthday will I make my daughters and my sons weddings ? at that time conventional wisdom was saying no.

well, I danced at my daughters wedding in June of 2015 to her husband of her dreams Chris and we love he and his family too. So God is so good. This was the song that my daughters and I used when they were little and it is beautiful my daughter asked dad can we use this song I said sure and I loved it. It was about faith and love always with our children here. And I thank God it was.

Here is the song that Stacy and I danced too. I say dance-lightly my left side prevents me from moving in an area like that but who cares I and she clung to eachother thanking God for beautiful moment weal had prayed for. Through faith anything is possible.i

 

 

Stacy and I Thankyou God

 

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wioB4AQsYzg

I would think will I make Thanksgiving? Or Christmas . I would forecast out a fun event and visualize it. For instance our simple summer vacation to Bradford NH for 1 week. I knew that tiny cottage, I new what to expect a quiet yet fun family get away. County roads, the lake very little traffic on the Roads and Lake Sunappee, family, board games scrabble laughter etc. I would project forward with the goal of being there. It gave me something.to reach for. Our friends trips-to New York did this with me too. It was a future destination that was so desired not that I like New York that much but because we love our friends so much. They are simply the best. It is always wonderful. For us. Every time I go to visit I have had yet another Glio physical setback and become weaker and less capable  than I was. So, I am work which makes me feel badly. They tell me to stop it and it’s no bother when I say sorry constantly. It gave me hope and joy. I did not share with everybody my thoughts abot my future because I did not want these thoughts in their  mindset all the time.I always remember and tell those around me I am very much at peace because God gave that to me perhaps without cancer I would not have received his peace-that i thave right  now. The peace I truly believe is to facilitate To do a my writing ministry to help others. Gods gifts to each one of us are meant to be shared with eachother and they are meant to sharewith others especially when they are in need. We are the light to eachother. In my life as I tell my friends we are to store our treasures in Heaven I call them graces.after my first diagnosis and seeing God working so powerfully in my life I began during confession thanking God for his love and mercy and at the end after my confession I said please Lord give my graces to anyone who may need them for whatever their needs might be. God knows all, I don’t . I know Gods got me and you too.

Tomorrows writing will be more of n in depth view of what the beginning of in home hospice looks like and what to expect.

I can only use a couple of words, love, softness, care for the patient support of the family. Professional and they have endless # of resource idea for anything you may need. Even a social worker to help coordinate in advance a transitional plan to where I myself and family are desiring for me when and if it is necessary for me to be moved. Their is never any pressure for anything! Just hey, we are here for whatever you need.

it has definitely love in action. My personal health care gentleman is so caring and professional. The hospice workers can also identify even the smallest of changes and decline so they are just amazing.my personal gentleman has been in his line of work for over 20 years he is a father of 4 and moved here years ago from Haiti. Everyone here loves him. He demeanor and his quiet and strong presence as he assists me so carefully.

 

They feel the peace and Serenity in this house and have been moved to tears. They too are reading the blog. We do not discuss faith a whole

My niece Stephanie is an active member in her faith and works very hard serving other people’s needs fundraisers and causes.She is a living doll. One day she put on her Facebook wall a tribute about me and my attitude of Graditude to God even during the tough days. The artist was Laura Story .i had not heard of her before but her songs and music have been such a comfort to me. You see God uses us all to help one another.

in in home hospice is about problem solving and stopping further injuries from falls etc. safety always first.

This is the song that Stephane sent to me the words are so correct for this life including mine too.

enjoy and God Bless You All.

U

 

I pray that today’s message helps someone Amen. Btw, my nieces and nephews are great in general. They shop, cook and ae constantly trying to keep our Spirits etc up I have one niece that makes the best egg plant know to man and spoils us with it after working hard days at work and commuting. One niece goes out and comes here with new clothes etc that she show for and gets great pricing. She never wants or takes anything either she is loving me/ us as family. Like I said. I am blessed and spoiled.

Have a beautiful day. God Bless You

Danny👍😀