My Advent journey very different than any that I have ever experienced. It was so a contrast from my everday experience with terminal cancer. I will say this Christmas started earlier than ever there was so much doubt that I may not make it. And, honestly who really knows when as my friend calls the bell tolls for thee. My hospice experience has definitely proved to be better than I could have ever had planned for . For my My Advent experience .My family loves it too. Like I have said. Before no one wants to be end of life Za Hospice Home but,thankGod!  they exist because, as of last Saturday I was not safe at home. Now, The Advent Season  started early.in our home  In October in terms of Christmas Music anyway. I found one day that I heart radio had a free App for the Radio and it showed Christmas radio 365. I had it on until the first of the year January of 201 My Janet and I have always loved the Christmas and Advent Seasons we love the lights traditions of faith, family,friends and festivities the children’s pageants, concerts and excitement for the whole experience. It’s  Christmas lights. and the true meaning we have never been big commercial shoppers what else do you need ? Your living a good life, your kids are well taken care. We did. It travel very much so the week that Janet and I took off from Christmas and New Years were spent hosting family and friends to dinners and spending time with them. We really enjoyed this time . This year was very different I went off to Brghams and Women’s end of Nov ember for my latest huge tumor that is not treatable and when I was returned to my home in Dec the ambulance driver said oh, your home looks so pretty the lights are beautiful. I could not see it because I was looking down the hill. When they pulled into my driveway and they got me out of ambulance I was so happy that the family home was d corated .Our home has always been lit since our earliest days in our Belmont aparptment.
Our children and their special people in our lives they are ours and we are theirs got everything out and up and added a really nice new item to our front lawn display that sent a really neat night pattern of green and red little floating lights that danced around and left a pattern on the house it was so nice. The little lights would come through the sheers in my living room and Janet and I I/ would lay in my hospital bed at home and watched the little colored lights as they float around it was really relaxing. The children even decorated the mantle in the family room and an old decorative ficus tree it looks brand new. As, I began to weaken my brother stayed on the couch in the living room and said that it was cool how the the light and shapes were them they were low voltage so they were

I will be posting pictures soon to show whatThe inside of Hospice is like. It’s not scary. At hope Christmas/ this Advent
Being considered . Gods got this thing called life whether we are here or he calls us and Miracles happen. I do believe!