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Happy Hanukkah :)

16 Tuesday Dec 2014

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Ha·nuk·kah
ˈKHänəkə,ˈhänəkə/
noun
  1. a lesser Jewish festival, lasting eight days from the 25th day of Kislev (in December) and commemorating the rededication of the Temple in 165 BC by the Maccabees after its desecration by the Syrians. It is marked by the successive kindling of eight lights.

    Hanukkah 2014: When does Jewish holiday start, what does Hanukkah mean?

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    Hanukkah menorah lit.jpgHanukkah, the Jewish festival of lights, begins with the lighting of the first candle on the menorah. (File)

    The Jewish celebration of Hanukkah begins at sundown on Dec. 16 and lasts until Dec. 24.

    The eight-day celebration, also known as the Festival of Lights, commemorates the rededication (the word Hanukkah itself means “dedication”) of the Holy Temple in Jerusalem during the time of the Maccabean Revolt against Greek oppressors in 165 B.C.

    As part of their rededication ceremony, a group of Jewish leaders known as the Maccabees began an eight-day purification ritual before discovering there was not enough sacred oil to keep the temple’s menorah lit for one day. A miracle occurred and the temple lamp burned for eight days, inspiring the annual commemoration.

    When is Hannukah celebrated? The time period for Hannukah is determined by the Hebrew calendar, falling on the 25th day of Kislev or roughly anytime from late November to late December according to the Gregorian calendar.

    What happens during Hannukah? Each night of the celebration is commemorated by the giving of gifts, eating latkes (potato pancakes – you can find out how to make them here) and lighting a nine-armed candelabra known as a menorah. Eight of the candles represent each night the temple oil burned; the ninth is a helper candle, known as Shamash, which is used to light the others. A new candle is placed in the Menorah from right to the left each night and candles are lit from left to right. Three blessings are said during this time with a prayer honoring God as the one who “performed miracles for our ancestors in days of old.”

    What else? Like many other holidays, special foods are part of the celebration. Latkes are often joined by apple sauce or sour cream. Fried foods are also served in commemoration of the oil that inspired the first celebration. Other traditional foods include Loukoumades (deep-fried puffs dipped in honey or sugar), pancakes, and Sufganiot, or jelly-filled fried donuts. You can read more about Hanukkah foods here.

    What is gelt? Gelt translates to “Hanukkah money” and refers to real money as well as chocolate coins given to Jewish children. The traditional reason for the coins is following the victory of the Maccabees over the Greeks, the Jewish people minted their own currency. The foil-covered gelt is often used as prizes for children playing with a dreidel.

    And what’s a dreidel? Dreidels are four sided tops with marking of Hebrew letters (Nun, Gimel, Hei and Shin) on each side. Those letters stand for the Hebrew phrase “Nes Gadol Hayah Sham,” or a “great miracle happened there.” Dreidel involves participants spinning the top and then, based on which letter the top falls on, receiving a certain number of prizes from the pot. The game also gave its name to a song: “Dreidel, dreidel, dreidel/I made it out of clay/And when it’s dry and ready/Dreidel I shall play.”

    Is Hanukkah the same as Chanukah?

    Yes, there are 16 different spelling variations for the Jewish holiday. The variations come from the lack of a direct translation of the Hebrew word but H is the closest, so sometimes the word is spelled Hanukkah and other times Chanukah. While a major social and culture holiday, Hanukkah is not a Jewish High Holiday.

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    Lich’vod Hachanukkah -Chaim Nachman Bialik – Chanukah song

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-FbooXzSiQk

     

    Ocho Kandelikas.wmv

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1p5FBFdYufk

     

    God Bless You All.

    Danny

Yes Virginia There Is A Magnificent God !! :) Enjoy.

15 Monday Dec 2014

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It is a Season of joy and a life full of joy.My wife and I together with two of my girls got out of Dodge for a couple of amazing days. I will share more on this past weekend very soon.

Let me give you all a little hint 🙂

and We saw this too on Broadway.   🙂

On The Town.

If it were not for the writings I have done over the past 4-5 years, I would never have been aware of just how much beautiful things that are available on the internet. Movies, video’s etc. The music and scripture that can be gotten is limitless. 🙂  There is an expresssion that I have heard and have come to own over the years. This term is being fed.

The term is used to describe being Spiritually fed. Finding what we need for our spiritual growth. Finding the right church, reading the bible and finding people who are on the same path as you towards God. There are so many ways to be fed!

So enjoy these links hopefully they will help you along your journey too 🙂

David Archuleta If the lord stood beside me.

David Archuleta 03 I Need Thee Every Hour @ Live Chat (24 June 2014)

Carrie Underwood shares her Christian faith in new song.

http://www.deseretnews.com/article/865612007/Carrie-Underwood-shares-her-Christian-faith-in-new-song.html?pg=all

Fantasia The Lord is blessing me – American Idol contestant.

Lillie McCloud – Crowd-Surprising Cover of CeCe Winans’ “Alabaster Box” – THE X FACTOR USA 2013

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o3U4kxuBfIo

Kris Allen God of This City

♫ ♪ Elvis Presley Gospel Song ♫ ♪ He Touched Me ♫ ♪ 2014

God Bless You !

Danny

IS GOD A PUPPET MASTER ?

13 Saturday Dec 2014

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This is a thought that has crossed my mind as I have written so many of my personal accounts here. I would think to myself , I wonder if people think THAT  because of my story that we are part of some supernatural game. I will tell you NO.  I have put a lot of prayer time and thought into giving you the best answer that I can to that thought.

We are not a game to God. We are not his play things. The Spirit of God will act in our lives and compell us to do things for the greater good. That is true.

There is also yet another Spirit that resides in this rhelm that is not of God. It too can compell you to do things ,say things and they can be hurtful to yourself and others.

The Casters – Victory (Christian Music Video)

I have learned not to judge but I can see the darkness of a Spirit upon a person. I can see them by their demeanor, their sulleness and they are bitter, sarcastic to others.

sar·cas·tic
särˈkastik/
adjective
  1. marked by or given to using irony in order to mock or convey contempt.
    “sarcastic comments on their failures”
    synonyms: sardonic, ironic, ironical; More

If we were to assume that our God is sitting up in Heaven moving a chess peice (us) around and playing with our lives you would be very wrong. God is love and that’s not what good parents would do to their children. We were born into a once perfect world that is no longer perfect due to sin. So God is helping us through his commandments and by the guidance of the Holy Spirit.

I have seen this over my life time when I was younger I would be devestated by these people. As I grew up in Faith and In life I saw them for what they were and stayed away!  Although people like that are like heat seeking missiles and want to find you and dump their misery onto you., it makes me feel better to distance myself from them.

Well, Praise God Only ! Thanks to the Cancer that I did not own! God made me bullet proof. I see these people from time to time and nothing is changed with them too much another day of agony I guess. Gloom and Doom serving another master without even realizing it. Forgiveness is not an option because its easier to play victim and not be responsible for anything.  Yet they mock people of Faith, any faith and their pride fools them and blinds them to who they are and what they are doing.

Guess What, I keep my distance but I pray for them. I am no better than them , I just know my God. What a great gift I have received.

Allyse Smith Taylor – The Master’s Voice

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ikgzR6EMKmI

God Bless You,

Danny

Advent For Dad’s and Mom’s

11 Thursday Dec 2014

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Whe we are younger we think in terms of ourseleves , about our needs,our dreams,our desires. And then along comes marriage, children sometimes both. Once a person is Blessed with the responsibility of a chid to raise it is the most important job that anyone could ever have.

You may not be the parent but you may be their aunt,uncle,school teacher , church member etc.

Advent is the time to shine a light out into the corners of our lives and see who or what needs help.

Reminding yourself that you too once was a kid. Listening and understanding what our kids are trying to  say and giving them the dignity of their decisions. Do not chastise them too much. They are learning and just need be shown the way. They will get it eventually. As my mom used to say, cool heads prevail. As I say, cool heads with a warm hearts really prevails.

You know,  raising kids all close in age with my wife working nights and my working days made us both full time parents. We connected daily by phone multiple times checking in , planning for what awaits us when we get home. my biggest struggle was decompressing from work before I got home at 5:00 5:30 and the kids would run around me. My eldest daughter S used to sit on my foot and grab my leg  so I could walk and carry her like a ride across the kitchen.:)  All the kids were so cute. They relied on the goodness, patience and loving support of their dad and mom. I often think I could have been a little more patient back in that day but I too was a bit immature. I too was learning lessons of how to die to self for something far more important, my family. Amen/. At one point I found the answer , We moved. I lived 2 miles from my work so we moved north about 8 miles and I now had a 25 minute commute home. I was a different person when I got home. My business thoughts were put to bed, I prayed and put on some music while driving home in Traffic and the traffic did did not bother me either :). It prepared me for my most beautiful job. Tending to my kids, supper,baths stories and prayers before bed.

My wife and I are not perfect but we are trying to set our children up for Victory.

When I say Victory I don’t mean they have to be rich monetarily, They need to be rich in their relationships with others but most importantly with God. They need to love themselves for being uniquely who they are. Their is no other person exactly the same. A Father and Mother are called to lead their families in their foundations of Faith. I have prayed for and received Miracles on behalf of my childrens needs. And without my faith and that of my wife my home could be like so many others that are broken, and out of control. I am not judging those homes again perfection on this Earth is not fully attainable. But we need to lead and bring our families to the cross. Where they will be safe . Amen

Salvation is not found on a soccer feild, nor is it found on the basket ball court. Salvation is found in relationship to God and his son Jesus Christ.

For all dads:  This song really resonated with me I have played it now and again.

 

Sanctus Real – Lead Me (Official Music Video)

 So, this Advent look at your faimly and faith and start anew tradition of prayer withyour family and attending church services to help them on their personal journey.

God Bless You,

Danny

Advent Song

 

Advent A Message From The Catholic Church.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OFBuZIECf9c

Making Advent a more holy season

Gregorian chant for Advent

 

God Bless You. ,

Danny

Wednesday with a Smile. :) The heart of a Son.

10 Wednesday Dec 2014

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My son is very much his dads son. I am very blessed. He is very funny, kind and very creative and talented. He has also stepped up so much during the last nearly three years to help out here with things that I cannot do.

He has a heart and loves cute and funny stuff too. My son  will come in to see me at my docking station (recliner) and say dad I want to show you something. This happens on a regular basis. Alot of the time it is related to his work and art projects.  He is agressive in seeking what he desires and he knows where he wants to be and go. This week D. had more cute stuff that he came up with while with his girlfriend .LOl  I thought I would share them with you. They really lifted my spirits. 🙂

This past week he ran in and showed me these five links  so I thought I would share them with you as well. They will brighten your day. 🙂

No matter what goes on in my life , the joy that my 5 kids have given me will always supercede the struggles. And, yes my angel in Heaven is one of the 5 that I count. They made and make my life a succeess because of who they are as people. God is very good. Amen. 🙂

The first one is adorable, a beautiful baby watching a video in her families mini van. So innocent.

Emotional Toddler: My compassionate young daughter gets adorably emotional

Playful Persian Kitten Loves Their Tickles

i have two old puppies like Barry. Their names are Jerrimiah ( Jerry)  and Abaigail. ( Abby) Awesome little dogs also very much apart of my well being. They just love you not stop.

Barry the Pug in the tub.

Waking up our puppy to his favorite song “let it go”

Whack-A-Kitty

God Bless You and have a great day 🙂

God Bless You,

Danny

Such a beautiful witness. God’s hope and love on display.

09 Tuesday Dec 2014

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Amen to this.

The Incredible Love Story of Nick Vujicic and His Wife.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s3QezBvN1BE

On the video link below.   Just Amazing.

Nick is a true messenger of God’s good news. He shows such love and hope. His message should be shared with everyone.

I said to my wife today after I discovered and watched the next link, God what an inspirational life journey he has had. My wife said it is. She then said thats what people say when they see and hear you talk as well. She said I have a strong impact.

I guess I am finally starting to believe what Nick became aware of that we do have stories to tell. It seems that we can help one another out by sharing those stories the good and bad of them.  It also gives non believers proof of God.

Humor is so important.

I never saw this video witness before.

He is a Miracle. Just like all of us are.

Listen to this witness of Nick and think of my testimony in the the writings of this blog.  Our life stories are different but we both have had adversity. Our feelings are the same on Faith, our parents set us up for Victory and the Spirit of God does not allow us to live the adversity, it chooses Victory. I happen to feel that he is one of the most wonderful  witnesses of God that I have ever heard of. Day in and day out he needs to be humble, he needs be patient and needs to trust a whole lot people for so many things. We are all amazing creations of God ! There is nothing you cannot do, just be yourself expect nothing but good and expect happiness. Laugh your way through the tough times too. Always give and share love and hope. Nick and I are huggers. I tell everyone when they reach for my hand… you know I am a hugger :)So we hug when we see eachother. Jesus did .  So why wouldn’t I ? 🙂

NO LIMITS with Nick Vujicic Special in Singapore

Watch . He is so inspiring and so God based. Amen.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jKTKykPBExE

God Bless You,

Danny

God is the strenght.  Dan Moen

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HqfZg6BrOCM

trimming the tree and hanging the stockings.

08 Monday Dec 2014

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Part of life and the Christmas Season that is such a beautiful tradition is the Christmas tree. We do not have a Holiday tree here in my home.

I think some of my most favorite memories growing up is surrounding the Christmas tree. For those of us that grew up with them as part of our tradition they just bring such life and light to our homes.

I remember when my dad would say we would decorate the tree and he and my mom would get the stuff out bulbs ,garland etc. We had real trees and fake ones over the years. My parents had all 5 kids within 7 years so it was a crazy scene. The excitement level for my parents was too much at times. We were all so excited.  I think my dad preferred Korea at that point more than the tree trimming.  Lol. My poor dad deserves a purple heart for raising 1 angel my sister and 4 active and busy boys. Lol

My sister was and is the ultimate big sister / mother hen lol. Their is nothing she will not do for any of us. A class act like my mom. Xoxo.

For my sister:  we drove her to  near insanity. Xoxo

http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=2Dec9Jb_Ac4

On a sad note my sister’s Dolls did not servive her 4 brothers. I was not responsible. I was the angel. 🙂  okay, okay, I will go to confession. OMG 🙂

My sister, was the eldest and in those days kids could walk together to a destination without the worry of getting snatched so my dad paid us kids off to go to the Fidelity house . Or Fidel to me. It is still is a great community center that is part of St. Agnes Parish in Arlington. So, my sister took 3 of us to Fidel to play with the other kids. I wanted candy 🙂 lots and lots of it , I loved cherry licorice.LOL

Well I got lots of it , my sugar level blasted off and those bell bottomed pants hit that staircase 100 miles an hour. My sister was in hot pursuit of me to see what I was up to. Meanwhile my younger brother R was taking no prisioners at the other end of the youth center. We arrived back at our home with my sister only a short while after we had left. My father’s bribe money was gone my sister was crying and we were back getting into the boxes of decorations that he was attempting to get out. Dad was not a happy camper. I think it was not only because of us but his tree selection was ugly. It was silver and had a light that sat on the floor that turned so the tree changed color as it spun. That light was my best toy that Christmas 🙂 LOL. When it stopped spinning and  working I just looked as surprised as my dad did.. OMG. Something for confession now! 🙂

I was such an angel. My father and mother did not put up with a whole lot of guff and when we hit a certain point of whatever we were doing. It was punishment time. What my parents said was done. They commanded respect.

And if we were at school and acted up the nuns disciplined us too. My parents did not assume my guilt or innocence. Everything required a meeting , mom,dad at least one of them me and my teacher and the principal. The next day ! The situation was discussed I would have the opportunity to speak and then my school  punishment was laid out for my crime. My parents always ended their meetings thankyou sisters and what ever you think for punishment is fine . We are sorry with a smile then look down at me and say right Dan. Then  My mom would say we will talk after school. My mom had that look like your in trouble. I felt the heat coming out of my collar of my shirt from the sweat. I would get out of school and walk down the walkway towards my mother’s car at the curb and all of a sudden the front seat was not where I wanted to be, I preferred the trunk.

I got in back as all of my  4 siblings arrived back to the car. The talk started so Dan I heard you were in trouble today from my brother. He was very happy and they were waiting to see what the story was. Of course I gave my answer back to my brother and just the tone of my voice sent my mother’s eyes to look into her rear view mirror and her finger went into action, I almost dropped dead. I knew she was mad and was waiting to get home where the leather interior was not hiding me. Lol

We arrived home and my mother said YOU as I got out of the car, you get to your room now, I don’t want to hear one word! I will deal with you shortly. I dropped my book bag at the door and went running up the stairway. I can remember it like it was yesterday. I sat in my room that I shared with my younger brother and was looking at the model planes and boats my dad built with me and was looking out my window thinking it looks so nice out. Yet I was scared. I was thinking what if I can’t go out to the park and play my friends were going to meet me there.

Every noise on the stairs got me sicker. My youngest brother R came along looked in the room and said hey, your in trouble. He was so pleased. When he heard my mom coming he split the scene so he did not get into trouble too.LOL

MY mom and dad were not hitters or spankers for sure but they were tough disciplinarians. My mom could pick you up by the arm and carry you from a situation kneel down and lock eyes and wag that finger and you knew that this situation would never happen again. My dad had the same game plan, he used less words than my mom and he would stop what he was doing, turn his head and say oh yah! When he got a report about one of us and is finger pointed and away we ran. They were fair but tough. My mom and dad lived their teaching of mean what you say, say what you mean but don’t be mean when you say it.

Well anyway back to the tree 🙂

The tree got decorated my farther always kept his temper in check and made our decorating experience fun. My father is a strong brave family man with a very kind heart. He is exactly who I would like to be like someday.

The stockings were hung by the chimney with care with hopes that the candy would soon be there . 🙂

The Origin of the Christmas tree.

http://www.allaboutjesuschrist.org/origin-of-the-christmas-tree-faq.htm

One night with the King Aretha Franklin

http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=rxcXV3fHmVE

Aretha Franklin. This Christmas.

http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=CLQbyEprUxQ

Oh Christmas Tree

http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=9NZwWK3GXhg 

God Bless You,

Danny

Those Were The Day’s My Friends

07 Sunday Dec 2014

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I was sitting in my kitchen yesterday (Saturday ) and it was raining out. My daughter was making vanilla bean cake with some intricate frosting for a client/friend and the kitchen smelt unbelievable. Everything is from scratch so the aroma is very crisp.

She looked at the usually bubbly daddy and and said whats wrong? I just said nothing. She dug a little deeper and I just said its almost Christmas, its gloomy out, I am here but don’t do much. I said do you remember all the breakfasts and dinners that  I made here in this kitchen over the years?  I said, now, I cannot do that. What I use to make in my kitchen was a labor of love for my family and friends. They were eloborate dishes that required 2 hands to complete. My family remembers them well. My wife and kids are good cooks as well, so I am not starving !! LOL I just miss being me. We would have gatherings  at my old home and here with up to 60 people in attendance. It was an honor and pleasure to open our home up.  Back in the early days I had a party with no livingroom furniture and had extra plastic chairs and tables from my yard set up in there. It was beautiful  times with my family and friends. We were packed in like sardines and were so happy. Kids everywhere , drinks spilling, kids running around, it was so fun ! And then we had beautiful church gatherings and celebration here as well. We had Cursillo Holy Rosary Services here too.  The prayer gatherings were packed with adults and children all participating in the family Rosary, how beautiful!  The children are our greatest personal gifts from God. Amen.

My daughter said you miss  Nana too, right?   I said yes, my parents always told us when we were younger about the Christmas blues. I did not understand what that meant until recently. I now understand. In life, we need to live to understand so much of what our parents taught us as kids. We own it and  then when death happens we understand and then need to work through the emotional part of the loss  to find peace.

My sister Saint D. 🙂 contacted me this morning and mentioned the same sentiments to me. No one did more for my mom than my sister and dad ! Lifes situations require healing  time and emotions vary from person to person so we all experience it differently but healing does come to all in time. Every wound will heal. My mom passes a year ago this past August but I still feel her presence with me. My memory and God’s love connects us. So I feel joy in the end of it all because I was blessed to have my mom selected by God to raise myself and my siblings. And we will be together again someday.

What I have come to understand personally is that I have been living a Victory of my personal survival of terminal cancer in this moment. I have been surving and doing my victory lap in this life for God’s Glory. But now that I am in a peaceful place personally I am being confronted with the many personal losses in my life. I am grieving those aspects truely for the first time. It is my emotional Journey, Which will lead to Spiritual growth for me.

Its time to confront them now and pray on them. God will guide me through the Holy Spirit , he will heal my emotions and show me where to put them. He will also direct me on to whats next. I just know that I need to feel fulfilled, I need to get out of here and provide for my family in some regard. I am currently getting ready to go for my liscense again to get it reinstated. I got behind the wheel of my sons car with my permit and it was like I had never stopped driving. It was a beautiful feeling of being free. The possibilities of my life began to open up once again. Another Miracle is getting a license reinstated after it is surrendered due to a terminal illness. The system is not accustomed to a dead man walking. LOl sorry, my dark sence of humor again. Going back to get it reinstated.

Its has been a hurtle to get over for sure 🙂

Well, I more than satisfied all of their tests. I am doing well thanks to God.

God’s showing them what he can do.

I am currently looking for a used Geloppy LOL so that I can get the few items installed into that I require (devices) and then I will schedule my road test. It needs to be the vehicle that I am tested in that I will be driving. The medical division is fussy 🙂

So say a little prayer I find something to suit my needs and it passes inspection. 🙂

So, a little ode to myself today with my little pitty party.  🙂  OMG I am a Drama King !! 

Those Were The Day’s

For all of us remembering and missing our loved ones I do truely believe that they hear all and watch us all.  I know nothing more than you all but my heart tells me that.

For my mom and all of your loved ones.

Telephone In Heaven.

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Kelly Ray Burkham

Finally,

My mom loved Anne Murray, and I know she loved this song as well. My mom was a class act 🙂

 

For us all and to soothe our hearts just know that our loved ones are resting in the Lord and are just awaiting our arrival. Amen !

Anne Murray – Silent Night, Holy Night and other songs. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qbc7Ydb3hbQ

  Anne Murray.

God Bless You,

Danny

O Come, Emmanuel – Christmas Version – ThePianoGuys

06 Saturday Dec 2014

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We are moving through the Season, it is the second week of Advent and there is  only 18 days left to Christmas  ! Soooooo,  get shopping !!! LOL.

What this Season of lights is all about, Enjoy 🙂

O Come, Emmanuel – Christmas Version – ThePianoGuys

One for the kiddies 🙂 FROZEN the piano guys.

God Bless You,

Danny

To All Cancer or ill Patients. DAY BY DAY

05 Friday Dec 2014

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 I wrote a few weeks back about a common symptom of cancer treatment and its effect on our bodies. Exhaustion.

 

I was called the other evening by my older brother and he said hey, how are you ? I was thinking about taking a ride over to see dad. Do you feel up to going ? Well, I always look forward to seeing my dad.But, it was a struggle getting off the chair but, I did. The next day I crawled out of bed because I decided I  was not staying in bed and wasting my day. So, I popped out of bed and took care of my old puppies and began my morning prayer that lead up to my blog writing.

What happened to me is this, I have been going everyday since Thanksgiving and it is catching up with me. Yesterday my youngest brother came by to take me to an appointment and when I got home I dragged myself into My recliner/ docking station lol. I had a level of tired that I have not felt in so long.

You know recovery takes a really long time , longer than any doctors words could have prepared me for. When I was out yesterday with my brother I was reminded again what a deficit I have physically.

The other component to this situation besides the physical is the mind. My mind has again been going down the road and thought process of  I want to be normal again.  I loved the running, WORK, and doing, it was a full life. It was a good tired feeling for a job well done. Unlike the current exhaustion that I can feel. And, this thought process  is a dead end street. My mind wanders there and wonders when it will be changed to a through way. I came home the other night from visiting my dad’s house got out of my brothers truck , carefully! Made my way into My home and my wife greeted me with a big smile and said how do you like it ? I looked at her she looked great as always. She said were you surprised again I said what and looked around. She said the lights.

Because, of my being so careful and preoccupied with getting out of my brothers truck and not slipping on the wet leaves I did not even notice the Christmas lights on the front walkway bushes or railings. I went in the basement entry. The point is this, I was wiped out and was too tired to notice. My wife apparently when she heard that  I was going to see my dad decided to surprise me and rounded up the kids to help her give the house a little Christmas cheer. So, I was very grateful that they did that for me. I just felt like a jerk for not noticing.

I had always done all of the exterior Christmas decorating , I loved it. It was a labor of love. I always was repairing lights, and decorations. MY home was always decorated so that on Thanksgiving night when the whole family arrived for coffee and desserts it was festive and the celebration of the Advent/ Christmas Season began. I miss those days and I miss my mom.

After being out yesterday with my brother I was so tired and a little down, I laid on my chair with my blanket on me all night reading, talking to my kids about random subjects, prayed and watched some nonsense on tv for 5 minutes.. What happened to tv its is crappy.

My desire to be normal has crept into My dreams now as well. I woke up this morning with a dream that I was working even though I was still left side handicapped. I was training to be an electrician . I was working for a friend who is an electrician and apparently I made yet another mistake that was not good. He said Dan, this is the 3rd mistake today your costing me money. And in my dream I am on a ladder with a tool in my right hand and my left hand just hanging there.  Funny how the mind works. But kinda sad that my mind is still mourning the good old days.

I guess the moral to this story is this for all my friends trying to rebound from any illness or desease, keep your chin up and be grateful for all that you have. Try to stay patient with where you are.

Writing this blog, people may think wow, this guy is amazing he is so up beat. But I want to say again that we are all the same. We all suffer from the same condition we are all frail  human beings living an imperfect life. We all have moments of silent desperation. So, I am in the boat with you all too.

The one thing I truely own is my relationship with my God, The reason why people look at me and say wow you look awesome is because of God. The reason why I put my foot on the floor getting out of bed is God. The reason why I love so deeply is because of my God. And finally, the only reason that I have anyone that I love and that love me,shelter ,food , and medical care is God.

DAY BY Day

 

 

 

God Bless You,

Danny

 

 

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