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I woke this morning my wife was running about getting ready for work as were my two daughters who current reside here with me. I had done a lot of physical work here yesterday. I was cleaning out draws my closet and assessing what to give to good will. I do not require all of the clothes from my past life dress shirts ties etc. So, I am offering them to the guys in my life to see if they need them first.
I was going through a draw full of cards that were accumulated over 3.5 years. Some cards I do not even remember seeing but no surprise there given where I was at during that time.
Today, I find myself wiped out. So, the house grew silent as everyone left for work and I thought I have got to get up. Before I did that I turned on the television and decided to watch the Chaplet of Saint Michael on Ewtn. I loved this Chaplet and had not seen it for a short while. I was laying in bed listening, praying and my mind went back to when I first viewed this Chaplet. It was 3.5 years ago after cancer changed my life.
I remember laying on the chair that I am currently sitting on and seeing it for the first time. I had a machine beside me on the table that was hooked up to the telephone line and monitored my pulse, blood pressure, oxygen level and took my weight daily. It sent the stats to the doctor etc. if something was off, or I did not respond I received a call.
On this morning a nurse named Robin was sitting to the right of my chair on the sofa. The Chaplet came on and I watched it. In that moment I was so enveloped in the love of God and his mistery. I have no doubt in the existence of angels and the fact that they are working for good to protect our daily journeys.
I say all the time that I know that I am blessed in this moment to be doing this well. And, yet I from time to time grumble that I want to be physically capable to do everything I want. I want to work. Etc.
It is human nature, it is pride it is a host of different things I suppose.
So, I got up came downstairs had breakfast patted my old pooch who laying by my chair and started to think as I sat here. I am in a much better place on these thoughts and matters today then I was 2 or 3 months ago even. There was a turning point of personal recognition to the reality of my life and what limits there are currently specifically surrounding mobility.
I have shared the ups and downs of my journey with you all to show you that we are all on a common journey. Is not always easy. But, I love life.
The primary reason why I am able to bring myself back from the hard moments of this life is Faith.
Knowing that no matter what happens to me today I am okay.
I am not okay because I am all powerful but because I have faith and hope to set my sights on the possibilities around the next bend in the road.
I do not have faith and hope because I am a wise man either. The Holy Spirit is guiding me back to the foot of the cross daily.
Through prayer, God through the Holy Spirit has stripped back the situtuations in my life and I have learned the lessons from each event. Life becomes very dimensional when you begin to understand what’s happening around us and too us.
We become God strong. 3.5 years ago God declared to me when the doctor was going to tell me your dieing. God said that I had cancer, cancer was not from him, and I did not own this cancer.
God was right, God is holding the disease at bay currently. But, I have not had the easiest time either. And, why shouldn’t I suffer a bit, I have learned some of the most beautiful lessons. Plus, I do believe that we can offer up those sufferings to help another. so, I do.
My illness has shown me such beauty and tenderness from so many others. Lessons I would never have understood or known without my affliction.
The bottom line is this. We all have so much in common. We are all part of a large family.
God Bless you,
Danny
This is wonderful, and so his song.